In the deepest of my inner lies an unknown box of secrets
Nobody knows where it is hidden and the key is guarded by a dragon
It contains a bunch of frightful things listed on a piece of parchment
It's a list of things that I'm afraid of and it's getting more and more additions
The lightning and the darkness and some supernatural stuff
The forest and the weapons and the fear of losing those I love
Clearly written at the very top, the one thing that goes above all
Is the feeling that someone wants my head, like I walk around in constant danger
Too scared to feel secure and always checking on my back
Afraid to meet the person who would grab his knife and stab my neck
Save me from my brain, take away the pain. Come and hold me tight and everything will be alright.
Wishing you were here more than I'd ever guessed. Know why I'm alone but not missing you less.
If you just could be here tonight by my side I would feel secure, wouldn't need to hide
You would tell me stories of kingdoms and crowns and of ponies and diamonds and pretty pink gowns
Everything would be just like before, like we've never gone through that terrible war
So, when I was sitting in this window looking up at the tremendous sky, suddenly a flash of light and then a roaring boom and darkness filled my sight. The secret list of fears crept up and planted all its sprouts inside my brain. Couldn't help but feeling lost and lonely and exeptionally doomed and fey.
In the pouring rain the only thing that I could really se was that familiar face of he who snaps his fingers loud and clear and tells me I am only human to fail. Realizing the only reason I can breathe is 'cause you are my oxygen, and if I would be the sun then you'd just simply transform into hydrogen.
Running through my mind as I lie by your side, searching in my mind as I'm watching you cry. I am searching for you, hiding from you. Looking for you, running from you. Circles moving, acid burning. Circles moving, winds are turning now.
Across the field, I'd never be afraid no, no, not I. Holding the lily tight in my left hand and then I see out of the cloudy sky, it's a beam of light!
And my eyes catch the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, waiting for me as I have been waiting all my life. And she constricts my fingers and then I'm forever bound, tied to her colored strings and we stay alive, making a common body
just for us, and I'm blessed. This is it and she caught me. And her strings give me wings – I can breathe and I'm not afraid anymore.
But then I see I'm not at all alone in the field, no I'm surrounded by a thousand people who just stare at our delight, and I get freakin' scared, so ashamed, and I don't think I've ever felt so exposed in all my life. I want to defend myself, so I pull my fingers back, and the connection's broken and then
I see I am stuck in a maze, and I'm captured. And my wings were just strings, I can't fly and I'm trapped here.
In the deepest of my inner lies an unknown box of secrets
Nobody knows where it is hidden, and the key is guarded by a dragon
The only thing I asked from you was that you'd stay with me
I don't care what we are as long as you will just be here with me.
'Cause you're the only one I'd ever show the lily.
I kept her safe and locked her in until you come and meet me there.